“Even when you self-destruct, you want to fail more, lose more, die more than others, stink more than others.” 

 “Everything is barely weeks. Everything is days. We have minutes to live.” 


“The future is always a wholeness, a sameness. We're all tall and happy there,' she said. 'This is why the future fails. It always fails. It can never be the cruel happy place we want to make it.”